There was a time when I did not want to go home. If I walked through that door, I just knew there would be another confrontation. All I wanted was to avoid it. After a long day at work, I was more exhausted thinking about what waited for me in my own house. How did it get this bad? What happened? She was regularly mad, frustrated with me. Things were not getting better, they were getting worse. My marriage was in trouble, and I didn’t know what to do. “This should be!” I thought. “I’m a pastor!”
Looking for resources to help us, I found a small group class in a city an hour away from us. The class was a bible-based study of what God says about marriage. The class made crystal clear what the bible said about the role of the husband and wife, the vision of a covenant marriage, and how to love each other. So, every Monday we would drive for an hour, attend the class for an hour and a half, and then fight all the way home.
But the more we went and heard what God said, and the more we let the godly people rub off on us, the more we changed. Change so radical, it saved our marriage. Not only that, I learned some real practical truths.
- Hearing what the scriptures says does something in our hearts. It was as though a power was made available to us. A power to change. It did something for us we could not do on our own.
For the word of God is alive and powerful. It is sharper than the sharpest two-edged sword, cutting between soul and spirit, between joint and marrow. It exposes our innermost thoughts and desires. [Heb 4:12 NLT]
- We needed the influence of godly people. Listening to stories from others about how God worked in their lives and marriages encouraged us. The truths we heard were powerful, but seeing it in the lives of others, and receiving their prayers for us, gave us the courage to obey.
And let us take thought of how to spur one another on to love and good works, not abandoning our own meetings, as some are in the habit of doing, but encouraging each other. [Heb 10:24-25 NET]
I saw how these two things, the Word of God and His people, had always been His chief resources for creating change. Both of these things were stronger than my will power, and smarter than my thinking.
You see, God has provided Christian community for the very purpose of helping you follow in His steps, to follow His Word. The scriptures inform us of what godliness looks like, and then God lovingly brings us into the community of other Christians so that we can walk in that godliness. And that is how change happens.